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Monday, December 05, 2005

more quotes... they fit how im feeling these days....

Q.O.T.W.

I love you this much
And I'm waiting on you
To make up your mind
Do you love me too?
How ever long it takes
I'm never giving up
No matter what,
I love you this much.

-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

The first time I saw you..I knew.
I knew right then && there.
That you would mean something to me
In the future, && I was right.

It was blurry at first, but It's clear now.
Your perfect for me, but its hard to see
how only I believe that we`ll make it through
always && forever, just ((me and you.))

when your married and have
kids && your little girl asks
who your first true love was

i hope you say my name

the only thing that drives me crazy
is that i can't stop thinking about you

You remind me of the times
When I knew who I was

I spend every hour waiting for a phone call that I know will never come. I used to think you were the one, now I'm sick of thinking anything at all...

Promises are just lies
with pretty ribbons tied to them

You say when you love someone it lasts forever? Well, maybe the love lasts forever, but people get tired of tears, tired of wishing and waiting.. tired of being broken hearted. Take no one for granted,because the truth is... no one waits forever

Theres only so much pain one teenage girl's heart can take, and you my dear.. have exceeded the limits.

He puts his arms around me and ten mintues later, I can still feel his touch.

People think I'm lying about being hurt because they see me laughing. Little do they know I laugh to keep myself from crying

She will chase you around for a while, but there is going to be a day when shes going to stop running circles around you, she's going to get over you and at that very moment, you're gonna wish that you had let her catch you.

Maybe getting over someone you're in love with isn't impossible. Unless, maybe you don't actually get over it..Maybe you just learn to live with it ..

Maybe isn't a very good term. Maybe I could give up on you, maybe I could stop loving you, maybe I could move on with my life and maybe I can get over you.. But maybe, you can fall in love with me, maybe you can realize what you are in my eyes, and maybe... just maybe you can love me like I love you

always hold your head up high,
even if on the inside your about to cry.
pretend that nothing's wrong at all,
close your eyes before you
fall
if you cant see it, it's not there,
this is life, and it's not fair..

&& remember, you`re still young enough
to fall in and out of love a few more times
before you get it right. it doesn`t sound very
fun but it`s worth it ..every single time <33

They ignore each other and turn the other way.
But deep down inside they both know
it wasn’t supposed to end this way. </3

 

the last goodbye is the hardest one to say * Garth Brooks *

As she looks back at old instant messages,
she realizes what she's lost.

n e v e r forget something you want to remember. <3

please don't go away. no one's ever struck around with me for so long before, and if you leave.. i just.. i remember things better with you. it's there, i know it is, because when i look at you, i can feel it. i look at you and i'm home.. please, i don't want that to go away. i don't want to forget."-finding nemo

He said "I never meant to hurt you"
She said "That doesnt really matter,
Because in the end, It hurts the same."

sometimes
i just miss knowing that
someone
is there for
me

They say when you are missing someone that they are probably feeling the same.
But I don't think it's possible for you to miss me as much as I'm missing you right now

why don't you call me anymore?
i miss our little talks. our
retarded
conversations about absolutely
nothing. i miss the way you could
make me laugh, && even the way
you could make me cry. it was just
that feeling that i got when i was
around you. it was simply. . .
>>>u n e x p l a i n a b l e

it`s not that i don`t love you ; it`s just that..
i`m so afraid of getting hurt again.

&& HER FRiENDS D0NT UNDERSTAND HER ;;
SHES A QUESTiON *WiTHOUT* ANSWERS ...
WH0 FEELS LiKE SHES - * FALLiNG APART

||| everybody has problems in their life. |||
maybe i just hide mine better than everyone else.

it's that can't eat, can't sleep, reach for the stars, over the fence, world series k i n d of LOVE <3
-it takes two

&& i remember the look in your eyes when i told you that this was goodbye </3 - yellowcard, ocean avenue

somewhere out there, there is someone who is meant to be the love of your life, your best friend, your soulmate.. the one you can tell your dreams to, he'll smile at you when you tell him, but he will never laugh at your heart. he'll brush the hair out of your eyes && send you flowers when you least expect it. he'll call you to tell you goodnight just before you get into bed, or just because he's thinking about you. he'll be bursting to talk to you each morning, just to hear the sound of your voice, he'll look into your eyes and tell you that you are the most beautiful girl he's ever seen && for the first time in your life, you'll actually believe it. -- Dawsons Creek

&& you're going to regret
All the things you didn't say..

you see her walking down the hall
smiling and laughing
and you'd never
guess that she went home
every night

and cried herself to sleep.with out you all im going to be is
[i][n][c][o][m][p][l][e][t][e]

the way i see it,
you should live everyday like its your birthday
[paris hilton]

It's true that we don't know what
we've got until we lose it, but it's
also true that we don't know what
we've been missing until it arrives.

&& I'm just gonna wait...

Just because he’s a guy and he’d rather spend his Friday night laying on the couch next to you, watching a movie and falling asleep and that’s his idea of a good time & he’ll do it again next week, definitely means something

sometimes you sit and you wonder
if he can see it in your eyes
if he can tell that you love him

&& she wants to be that girl. the one who had absolutely everything in her way, but was able to overcome the obstacles && prove them all wrong.

me without my friends is like
a shoe without laces
a nerd without braces
asentencewithoutspaces 

^^^^^^^ DAMN RIGHT!!!!^^^^^^^

&& if i could have''
anyone in the whole*
world i'd still pick
- - - - - - - »» you

&& Your on the phone
Complete Silence on the other end..
Then all you hear is someone quietly whisper I Love You<3

i know i don't have the prettiest
face for you to look at, or the
skinniest waist for you to hold, but I
promise I do have the
biggest
heart to love you with..

It's weird to think about
how different your
life
would be if you never met
the people who changed it..

& when you get something good ; don't go looking for something better

THEY SAY THAT WHEN S0ME0NE CL0SE T0 Y0U WALKS 0UT 0F Y0UR LiFE,
S0MEONE NEW WALKS iN T0 HELP Y0U THR0UGH iT ALL
& BE S0 MUCH M0RE THAN THE PERSON WH0 WALKED 0UT..
i WANT Y0U T0 KN0W,
Y0U ARE MY S0ME0NE NEW 
& i'M M0RE GRATEFUL F0R THAT THAN Y0U WiLL EVER KN0W

LOVE -- its like standing on wet cement.. the l o n g e r you stay..the h a r d e r it is to leave && you can never let go without leaving your footprints.

find a guy who doesn't care if u laugh loudly,
chew with your mouth open, sing off key,
cry
at the movies, or act like an insane person..
& all it does is make him love you even more

the thing is...
no matter how much she loved him,
he would n e v e r feel the same way.

through the good, the bad, the ups and
the downs - i`ll still be here for you

you know damn well we'd go crazy without eachother

Too young to die &
too old to believe in
promises
.. </3

LiFE SUCKS & THiNGS ALWAYS SEEM T0 G0 WR0NG BUT
N0 MATTER WHAT, ALWAYS SMiLE, KEEP Y0UR HEAD UP.
REMEMBER WHATEVER HAPPENS, HAPPENS F0R A REAS0N
& THiNGS WiLL EVENTUALLY GET BETTER.

okay... thats all i gots for now.... so lemme know what ya'll think.. i like these a lot..

<3 erica

 

 

 


Sunday, November 13, 2005

 -QUOTE OF THE WEEK-

She's just a little scared to get
close to anyone because everyone
that said "I'll always be there.." left.

 

Love -- is when you miss him, even before he leaves.
when you could talk to him all night & never get tired of
hearing his voice. when the sound of his name sends chills
down your spine, when you see his smile the second
you happen to close your eyes <3

 

and i guess they fell for eachother..
like they knew they always would<3

 

My eyes have stopped searching
because i can honestly say that
my heart has finally found
exactly what it’s looking for

 

 

they're playing love songs on the radio
i cant relate to that right now.

see my life has its ups & downs.
its high points and its low points and
right now i need some excitement
i might even need you

 

thats the thing about second chances its two people that are there for each other,support each other& care about each other no matter how much they wanna deny it.its about a person doing everything they can to make sure the other doesnt fall & vice-versa.second chances are about holding on to that other persons hand no matter how hard they beg to let go

 

I am so sorry. I don’t know what you see in me.
I don’t mean to be mean. But please don’t wait for me.
I just need to be.

 

these song lyrics make her. they have the ability to break her. yet she keeps on listening

 

If its real, if its true love, then
it'll always be there. You can
pretend its gone, and even
move on. But that love, it's
still there. In the depths of
your mind, sometimes a single
object or song triggers it all, and
your right back where you started.
In the arms of the one you lost.

 

If drama was beer our school would be
W A S T E D.

 

i guess the perfect guy would be someone
who could be anywhere in the world, but
he chooses to be with her because life is
better with her by his side

 

when something unexpected comes,
you just have to pick it up && run with it 

 

so lie to me because innocence is bliss
and baby we're nothing more than a
kindergarten romance. you leave me
desperate ; devastated ; but tease me
one more time 'cause i'd just love to

 

be sure to take a picture of
every [great] memory. cuz
photos dont change, only the
people in them do

& something has to be right about us
because if it wasnt i don't think i would
feel the way that i do when you kiss me

tell her she`s gorgeous;; kiss her like she`s famous

it takes a billion people
to complete the world;
but it only took y o u<3
to complete m.i.n.e

do you know how it feels to be dead while alive, to fall asleep; each night to the sound of your cries, to have your life change in the blink of an eye, to discover your reality was nothin but lies? Do you know how it feels to want someone to blame, to find yourself alone when you`'re in the greatest pain, to shed a river of tears at the mention of a name, to realize that from this date forward things will never be the same? Do you know how it feels to learn your best wasn`t good enough,; for some one you love to violate your* ultimate trust, to find out all those words were just cold-hearted bluffs, to accept that the future holds no more promise for us? ;Do you know how it feels to make a fresh start to keep a smile on your Face after your whole world fell apart

 

i'm falling now because
i'm holding on to things
that are no longer there

s0o ill let the song play. but only because you sang it to me.

 

 

 


Wednesday, November 09, 2005


So why should i take your hand when you cant promise mehappy ending?¿?


Saturday, October 15, 2005

k, ive been really busy lately.. sorry! but hey, i got some for ya now so here i go... lol

QUOTE OF THE WEEK!!!

SHE KNEW BETTER BUT HER
CRAZY HEART  DiDNT. iT ALWAYS
BR0KE N0 MATTER H0W HARD SHE
TRiED T0 PR0TECT iT..<//3

That's the thing with teenagers -
They think all their parents want to do is keep them from having fun ;
when they're really only trying to save them from broken hearts ..

We were standing there hugging,
happy just to be in each others arms again.
I swear that hug could have lasted forever.
& then you kissed me. I have never been
so glad to be with somebody.

It's like waking up from a really "peaceful" sleep. the sun's shining on your face then you look around and remember what happened last night. for one second you thought this day would be different : no tears, no frowns, no cover-up needed. how wrong you were

Having the love of your life
break up with you and tell you
"We can still be friends"
is like your dog dying
and your mom telling you-
"You can still keep it"

I know how it feels
to sit on the edge of your bed
head in your hands
wishing it would all just end..

when your heart starts bleeding && your eyes start screaming thats when you need to find a way out. when your mind starts freezing && your life starts falling apart thats when you need to find a way out.

how do you get that lonely..how do you hurt that bad,
to make you make the call, that having no life at all,
is better than the life you had..how do you feel so empty,
you want to let it all go..how do you get that lonely
..and no body knows..

you live you breathe you die you scream you suffer you cry. && somewhere between, if your lucky, you fall in LOVE.<3

Drama is a situation girls create
themselves, based on jealousy

somewhere there's someone who dreams of your smile
and finds in your presence - - that life is worth while. .
so when you are lonely - - remember , it's true . . . . . .
* somebody, somewhere, is dreaming of you ______ *

-She's just a little scared to get
close to anyone because everyone
that said "I'll always be there.." left.

Sometimes in a relationship, going through
hell isn't so bad if you come out of it a little
stronger. I guess the same is true about friends

Once upon a year ago,
She saw herself give in.
Every time she closed her eyes,
She saw what could have been

Some ‘friends’ are like penny’s
2-faced & worthless

When I look in the mirror,
I imagine a pretty girl.
and i think, that'll never be me.
Then i open my eyes,
and see the real me.
the girl with the big brown eyes
who has makeup smeared on her face
from wiping away the tears.
A girl whos afraid of regret.
A girl whos confused.
Who cant make up her mind.
Why must I fight my insecurities?
Why cant i just be happy?

She’s got stars in her eyes and a bruise on her tongue – Bite marks from the things she never says. She’s learned to say things with her eyes that others waste time trying to put into words.

break the rules stand apart screw what other
people tell you and just follow your heart.

take chances, alot of them, because honestly no matter
where you end up -and with who- it always ends up just
the way it should be .. your mistakes make you who you
are.. you learn and grow with each & every choice you
make [ it's all worth it in the end ] so say how you feel,
always be yourself & most importantly -be okay with it

Smile. It makes a world of difference. Dance. Who knows when you wont be able to. Cry. Holding those emotions in is bad for you. Kiss. Kisses are the most wonderful things in the world. Laugh. Whats the point in hiding happiness? Frown. Why not let him know youre unhappy? Apologize. You dont wanna lose friends. Hug. Theres no better feeling being wrapped up close to someone you love. Live, because life is everything.

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed
to ever let you down, probably will. You will have your heart broken
probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts
too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with
your best friend . You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll
cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone
you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've
never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of
happiness you'll never get back.

tough people are not born ;; they're made when no one
is there for them to wipe away their tears

You see her sit there and you think “she’s so sad”, but it’s not that she’s sad; she’s simply given up on pretending to be happy. She’s tired of getting up every morning and putting on her fake smile, telling herself today will be better. She doesn’t want to be an inconvenience or a bother anymore… she has stopped looking for the light switch in the dark room she calls life.

i`ve got PMS & a gun. dare mess with me?

Ever had one of those days where nothing really goes
wrong.. actually good things happen to you.. but you still
feel like you hate the world, and anything that hapens -
even dropping your pen in the hallway.. makes you wana
break down right there and cry.. ?

Him: I love you.
Her: *Laughs* Sorry, Im allergic to bullshit.

nobody`s prefect
... till you fall in love with them

the difficult years end up being the greatest
years of your life.. if you survive them  ..
-- BRITTANY MURPHY *

don`t you miss the nights we talked for hours && i held the phone up to my music saying.. " this is the part of the song that reminds me of us"

i don't forgive people because
i`m weak, i forgive them because
i`m strong enough to understand
that people make mistakes.

look, I guarantee that we'll have tough times. And I guarantee that at some point one or both of us will want to get out of this thing. But I also guarantee that if I dont ask you to be mine I'll regret it for the rest of my life. Because I know in my heart , you're the only one for me.
-- Runaway Bride *

on the phone a year later, he asked her if she missed him. her reply was "i dont miss you. i miss the guy who called me every second he could, who sat at home on saturday nights when we couldnt be together thinking of me..the guy who knew how to say sorry, the guy who came to my house after every fight, the guy who told me i looked like a rose, thats the guy i miss. you, well how could i miss you, i dont even know you.."

love tall boys; hugging them, looking up to them,
them having to bend down to kiss you, and knowing that if you ever want
a glance at that ass all you have to do is look over. (so true so true!)

when you wanna break down & cry -
just remember ; everything will be okay
because |[* t E a R s D r Y *]| <3

Hot guys are such good liars
-Laguna Beach

Have faith that things will work out for the best - - that whatever sent us off in different directions is the very same thing that will bring us back together

those notes you've wrote me, i've kept them all.

im the girl, the one that always lost. the one with
the fake smile, the girl who seems to be so strong
but every day continues to break even more, the girl
whos always there & seems to have no problems of
her own. the one who holds back tears until shes off the
phone. the girl that is in love with a guy who doesnt care.

so just cut off the lights for
awhile & kiss me like you wanted <33

 

so don't explain. because I know what
you'll say. recycled phrases & mixed
up words all trying to cover up the taste
of other girls all over your lips - - </3

 

guess what happens in the END...
you start to remember about the BEGiNNiNG.

 

e v e r y stOry has an endiNg'
but iN LifE [evEry EnDing] is a
` - - »» n e w b e q i n i n g *

&& your a little more than ---- A M A Z i N G

 

& somtimes someone can mean so much to you
that not even the ((truth)) can change your mind

mkay.. thats it for now.. hope you like 'em.. tell me if ya do... going to annas partay tonight.. dont know when i can update again.. soon hopefully... I LIKE NUMBER 41 ON CLAYS VARSITY FOOTBALL TEAM! lol he's sooo cute and hes a sophomore.. im a loser... ok, bye

                                                                                              <3 erica


 

 

 

 


Friday, October 07, 2005

very busy today... gonna try to updat in about an hour! timeline crap, hold up.



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